I have this deep desire to throw words at page and see what sticks. To unleash all the thoughts that mash around in this brain of mine, and speak the truth of what I feel. But I wouldn't. There are precious few who can withstand one of my tirades, and there is no space for my emotions. Perhaps one day, I will, if I dare, and if you dare. But that day is not today, and the space is not available.