Hard Stop

This is a different kind of tired, not just a mere weariness of the body, but an ache that reaches down deep.  Andrew and I have always been high tolerance people, going, doing, being, working, teaching, helping, building, cleaning, fixing............ Finding the limit, pushing the boundary.  Like a small child testing where the limit lies.  Learning the borders, the gaps, the soft places.  Where can we tuck in more?  More people in ours lives, more yes answers, more evening commitments.  More time is the one thing we cannot have, it is the hard stop in our daily lives, managing it well is a challenge.